Tuesday, June 10, 2003

life is tough, kid.
Sometimes when you're in pain it's hard to believe that anyone else has ever felt a pain this horrible. That life to anyone else looks as grim as life can look through eyes of someone who is down and sad and disheartened that the world can be this unfair and difficult. Life is soo hard! Gawd. It's almost agonizing that it seems so often every corner just brings more to do - more to accomplish and "rise above" ... more and more ... things that you have no control over and no matter how much you don't like it, you just have to just pick up and keep moving. one foot in front of the other... all for the hope you'll find a couple hours or a couple days in between that remind you life isn't all that bad.

some days it sure feels hard. and mean. and tough. and i just want everything to be all better.