Thursday, March 31, 2005

dreams

I had a dream that I was at a music festival. I used to have these dreams all the time when I was with Rick. It got to be funny how many times I'd wake up and be like, "ooh, you & I were at this concert, and it was like a music festival..." :) my favorite place to be.

So lastnight's dream sorta started with me being with Lucia and someone else.. and we had come back to my friends place really late at night to crash there, but my friend had kids, so we had to try to be really quiet. At some point for some reason I put this small black bra on over my clothes, and of course that's when all the sober parents woke up and came out & "caught me" being so silly. I slinked it off, but then had to help one of the kids back to bed... and our trip back to his bedroom, we went through a bunch of really wild rooms because I didn't know which one was his. The first one was full of games and all this really cool stuff. But that one wasn't his... so we kept walking. Every room got cooler and more outrageous. Seriously like the COOLEST bedrooms a kid could ask for - or at minimum he's stoked if his bedroom is even right next to it. One was so huge it had an arcade, and I think even a soda fountain bar and a mini theatre screen on the wall. But that wasn't his room either.. so we kept going. His room turned out to be this room where all you could see was this big spiral column going up for what was probably 200ft to the ceiling. And we had to get in this little gondola/elevator thing to get up to the tippy top. But even then it was all enclosed so that when you looked up the spiral you couldn't see how people got into the bed at the very top.

After I tucked him in, I had to change to go out to one of the shows. And wherever I was changing my Mom was there, and I realized I had forgotten a few things when I packed, but then remembered I had all these new t-shirts, I had just bought, to choose from. It was fun picking through them - and before I finally found one I liked some guy peeked around the corner and said hello. And there I was standing in my bra. Again - black. hahaa. So I thought maybe I should cover up? But then I thought 'eh, what the hell, who hasn't seen a girl in her bra these days?'... so I said hello back and chatted with him, mentioning that I guess I hadn't seen him since SXSW, huh? etc..

When I left I promptly met up with Misty - who was dressed in a bunny costume. We're talking head to toe fuzzy bunny. And then I ran into another friend (but I don't know who he is) and we kissed and said hello - and he was in some crazy furry animal costume. I looked down & realized my costume was that i had a jacket on, but no tshirt on underneath. hmm.

We were waiting to get past this big crowd of people, but the officials weren't letting us down the street into the clubs yet, where the shows were going to start. Misty & I started plotting how we could get around them and get into the club before anyone else... but then they let us all go, so it was fine.

We got in the club & I saw another costume, which was someone dressed up like a chalkboard. Umm... that might be it.

However, there was an earlier part of the dream before all that where I had decided to go to this aerobics class with my friend, but somehow we decided to go naked. And when we got there, everyone else was dressed. But of course, I tried to play it off like it was no big deal. People are naked all the time, right? Whatchoo lookin at?

Then there was another sad part of my dream where Rick & I were holding eachother and kissing eachother passionately, and he was crying. And then I went to talk to my friend about it - and realized that as sad as it was. We couldn't even go there again.

OK, time for coffee.