Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Round and Deliciously Innocent

I love spam email subject lines... I mean, that's a good one! Maybe I'll use that on my next singles profile. What is round & deliciously innocent on me? My face? My arse? My eyeball? eeww, you want to eat my eyeball!?!?

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Today my kitty is STOKED it's not raining. Today I am making myself a pizza for lunch. Today I slept in because I was up late working on a deadline. Today I talked to my ex, and it was nice to hear his voice. Today I swapped "who's your therapist?" emails with 4 girlfriends, and as one of them put it "this is so 2005". Today I'm wearing my Paul Frank pajamas. Tonite I have BAM... and then later tonite I will be going to the rehearsal space to play with my rockstar girlfriends again! woohoo! We'll be playing "Monkey Gone to Heaven" and "Hey Ya"... and I practiced both with my drum teacher yesterday. I'm also excited to show off that I can play the beat to "George of the Jungle". That's right.. rock stardom here I come!!

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Today I also read a beautiful post from a very sweet boy. Eric's damn close in terms of what I want in a man... and I feel like it is a GREAT sign that I'm attracting these traits in potential suitors:

• Geekily fantastic. Eric blows me away in the fabulously geeky realm.. and that is HOTT. :) I should be sooo lucky!
• Master communicators. Having someone that not only is able to communicate openly and honestly with others, but with themselves is hard to find. I feel like it is absolutely wonderful that I am attracting this in the people around me.
• Eric's a cat lover! (and not deathly allergic) yay!

There is a lot more I could say about Eric, and how wonderful he is. (Please do not ask me the reasons why, in the face of it seeming so right, I have declined. I trust you all will trust and understand that I know what's best for me.) No doubt he will make an amazing partner for a very lucky girl. I told him that today... and that I already miss our friendship, as we IM all the time about mac stuff and blogging stuff (you know, geek talk :). But I understand this time he needs to take.

Man, life and emotions can be so tricky! But honestly I feel fortunate to have such clarity within myself to know what feels right in my heart. I wish that for everyone.

Ok pizza's ready!