Wednesday, January 05, 2005

can't i just turn my feelings OFF already?

wishing:
- breaking up wasn't so hard
- it wasn't so cold in my place
- i had a million dollars (or maybe just an extra $500)

loving:
- working out (and my workout buddy, becca)
- my pink paper plates
- my fuzzy snuggly kitty
- that i can be here to help friends when they need me

hating:
- people who are assholes
- thieves
- feeling so lost without my lover and best friend
- transition

wasting time on:
- surfing myspace profiles
- thinking too much
- trying to hook up my new scanner

working on:
- a custom illustration/business card
- another business card (simple, quick)
- mix cd's for friends
- redesigning my site
- crafty projects (glass etching, button making)

looking forward to:
- this deep down sadness going away
- hanging out with some girlfriends for a movie tonite (after BAM)
- crafting with my huffing/showgoing girlfriends tomorrow night
- seeing my brother this weekend
- a warm, sunny day